他看見她有些倦意的睡容,心疼,卻沒一點悔意。
「昨晚把妳累壞了,嗯?」
他們昨晚的新婚之夜激狂而完美,到今天早上,他還忍不住愛了她兩次,才滿足的讓她睡了一會。
「嗯,啊──你看!」
她突然清醒的打開背包,拿出了一個公文夾。
他接過來打開,看著她才剛完成的漫畫稿。
畫中,他們相擁而眠,他呼呼大睡,她則看著他甜蜜的微笑。上頭寫了一行字──
我喜歡待在你懷裡,那是回家的感覺。
「哦──好棒。」他側著頭給了她一個深吻。
兩年前在離開關島之後,她便不時會畫這類的漫畫寄給他,每一張他都小心的收藏著。
「已經超過六十張了吧?我們要不要──」
「不要!」他堅持的打斷她的美夢。「我答應讓妳寫我們的愛情小說,就夠了。妳休想連這些都拿去出版,這些是我的!我要回駕駛艙了。」
「哼,小氣!」她嘟起嘴,第十一次的說服失敗。
「我愛妳!」他再親了她一下,才笑著回去工作。
看著他挺拔俊帥的背影,她的心滿溢著幸福與驕傲。
她又在聖誕節,美夢成真了!
11.27.2000
Dear Mike:
It is not a story about you and "she".
It is a story about you and me.
I am sorry that I published this story without your agreement. Hope you can understand that I have to keep something, some memories for myself. Sometimes, I look up the sky and thinking of you. Day by day, I'm still waiting for your answer.
Are you okay, Mike?
I remember every word you said to me. And I remember you said I'll never know when I cried no one loves me. But Mike, how could I know?
To you, I am too sentimental, self-indulgent and childish. My hands are too small to catch you.
You belong to the sky.
So Mike, fly high and proud and free!
頑張???!舞句??.
If there is really the Santa Claus, I'll keep praying.
It is a mercy that I met you. I'll never forget everything about you. You'll always have my love with all my heart and soul.
Thank you, Mike, for everything.
There is no Goodbye, Only the endless memories. Truly, Madly, Deeply and Sadly.
Love you,
Joey
Taipei, 5:16am
P.S. Mike, I'm okay.
I am brave.